give thanks with a grateful heart

Finally! i have one and a half day to myself without listening to any customer complaining and facing the computer for the long hours! I still clearly remember how I hated my job last week. i was on the verge of quiting and MIA for the rest of my contract. When I was reading the Philippians 4:44"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice!", I was telling God how is it possible? How is it possible to rejoice having to face ongoing complaints and meeting the demand of my team leaders. Going to work was the last thing I wanted to do. Customer complained to me and I complained to my friends and family! haha. Sorry to all for my not-so good mood last week. BUT..
God spoke to me during the sermon on Sunday.

"Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Savior. The Sovereign LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights. For the director of music. On my stringed instruments." Habakkuk 3:17-19

How could I miss out this? I can be as joyful as I want to be because my joy my strength and my everything comes from the Lord. When I met customers who were difficult to handle, I blamed myself for not doing my job properly. I wanted to help them to clear their doubts yet I am confusing them. I took it too hard on myself when things dont turn out the way I want them to be. But God tells me to leave everything to Him and He will guide me through.

This week was a great week for me! Though I am still facing and doing the same thing, but I grow to like my job a little and experience what is rejoice in my God no matter what circumstances I am in. There is still a lot for me to learn. Just like what my dad has said, if I cant even take this little hardship, how would I be able to take it when I step out to work in future. how could I accomplish great things for God? I pray that I would have a strong heart so that I am prepared to suffer for Christ in future..

No matter what, I want to give thanks to you God for I know that without you I would be jobless right now, without you I would have given up long ago.

Went to watch p.s I love you with aud and rn yesterday. Aud never fails to disappoint me! I expected her to be late everytime and indeed, she was late again. AKA27! It is really ok to disappoint me once in a while k? haha I was the only one tearing throughout the show and the reason both of them gave me was that the letters in the novel were much more touching. I promise I am going to read that book! =)

Looking forward to tmr's movie outing with fantastic four!